Sunday, November 12, 2006

this week

I have been a casket. I have had a dead person inside me.

I have been an inconvenience to almost everyone I know.

I have cried with vacant eyes and pale lips and without regard to who was around.

I lost a liter of blood. That seems about right for a broken heart.

I have felt anger, confusion, grief, and guilt.

I have not known how to cross the chasm between hurt and heal. But I have wanted to.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

You're not alone. Your purpose is blind to you, but not to the Father.

I Love you and Nathan.

r.fuel said...
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Anonymous said...

dear, what impressed me about what you wrote is that you do not know how to cross the chasm, but you want to. that speaks volumes.

i am thinking of and praying for you and nathan
and i love you.